I'm Used to Pain

im bored at moses' house

My statuss :

Bad Stuffs:
Im Freakin stupidd in everything i do
I have to wake up at 6 30 am everyday for prac, and end school at 4 with hell conditioning
Watkins doesnt teach anything, and pisses me off

Good Stuffss:
Classes are SUPER chill... Chem is quiett, not used to it... at all. but crystal, michelle comes to my rescueee ^_^
I hear moses' voicee, calms mee =)
Darkee is stupid and thinks a fraction cant be a negative, WTF! haha, makes me laugh


I Learned something fascinatingg... We take mirrors for granted, like we dont even think about it, right? In Africa they dont have mirrors, not even one; so an English teacher there took a group picture of the african kids, the kids were excited, and when the kids got back the picture they all shouted to eachother with freakinn excitement, "OMG! LOOK ITS YOU!"
Then all of a sudden, one of the kids were like, thats not me, is it? After that, all of the kid's facial expressions changed from HAPPY smiles, to confusion. They all indentified their friends, but they couldnt identify themselves in the picture. They were amazeedd, and they stared at the picture for a loooong time. It turns out that the picture they got was the first time they ever saw themselves, or realized how they really looked.

And I thoughtt... If I look in my mirror, and see an Uglyy pimplee, i dont just leave it, or if I see black krap on my teeth i dont just leave it, i do something to fix it. If I dont fix it, thats Stupidd! who does that?! Sometimes when I dont see myself in a mirror, i can also feel the pimple like on my nose or whateverss, or the black krap on my teeth with my tonguee.
I have to look into my "relationship with God" mirror and actually see "how its doing". There are soo many things wrong, but yet i dont fix them. WTF, am I stupidd. Sometimes when i dont even see my "relationship with God" mirror i can feel the "pimples" and "black krap", but unlike in real life where i will go to the mirror and check it out, i Dont, and i just go on with life.
yeahhh...

bye bye